Music and lyrics by Emanuel Ayvas. Orchestrations by Emanuel Ayvas. Arrangements by Emanuel and the Fear.
Produced by Emanuel Ayvas, Nic Cowles and Jeff Gretz
lyrics
I keep some other man's ideas up in my head.
Samuel seemed to live his life up in a dream
until his mother came to take him off for good,
up all the stairs where all the older man would go
to read and let their faces grow until they'd greyed.
Because she knew what he was,
he was made for the life she gave him
while other children played
he was on his way back
where he belonged.
Back in his office he watches as the clock ticks
and steps outside to smoke a cigarette.
As his phone just keeps talking
and he lets himself ignore it,
rubs his neck and just keeps walking down the street
Because he knows that it's always the same
things complained, it's he
wasn't listening to me,
and then he talks so much he
goes and does the same thing.
Our violin/viola/singer Sarah's solo work. When she's not touring the with Hamilton she does solo stuff, or maybe when she is touring with Hamilton. We have no idea where she finds time but she does Emanuel and the Fear